Old Familiar Place

“Take me to that old familiar place, take me to memories we won’t erase…”

Currently listening to Lupe Fiasco’s ‘Never Forget You’ while writing this. After 6 busy months of working really hard day after day, I’m finally taking a month-long leave. I could only wish it’s for luxury, but sadly for health reasons. I really love my work (minus the sleepless dayssss haha), but for the mean time I am taking this much need rest.

And what else could I do here at home but to stare at my laptop. So here I am back to tumblr, back to where I have spent most of my time for the past 2 years sharing and blogging. 

I’m back! Cheers! :) 

i’m not complaining, rather I’m sad.

I just feel…I really don’t know how I feel now or how should I feel. Also, you can’t blame for whatever you’ll be reading after this.

It was late september when my friend had successfully convinced me to use tumblr. Here, I’ve met new people, new friends. I’ve seen old friends, acquaintances. For 8 months now, tumblr has been a home for me. It has been the home of my writings, my photos, my thoughts, my art and my life. Tumblr has been my shelter. Tumblr has been a part of my life. I’ve once been very happy here, when tumblr was all about blogging and making friends. I’ve once left Tumblr, not because I’m weak, or I’ve been running away. I left tumble because I do not have the strength to see how my ‘little home’ transformed as a platform for destroying people and their reputations. I returned with the hope of making things better. I tried to fix my dash, followed new people, unfollowed some and try to discover more about tumblr. I’ve given up my belief that RESPECT does exist in this world. So as my belief that all of my friends here will be with me trough thick and thin. But I won’t leave tumblr. It has paved the way for my happiness. I’ve found love here. Tumblr has been very memorable. It really hurts me most seeing people destroy my view of how tumblr was. It may sound exaggerated, pero nasasaktan ako na makita na yung minsang tinuring kong bahay, nagiging palasyo ng mga taong pinipilit hilahin pababa ang ibang wala naman ginagawa sa kanila.

Natanggap ko narin na kahit kailan, hindi maiintindihan ng mga tao na ang sinisiraan nila ay mga tao rin na may pakiramdam at nasasaktan.

Walang respeto sa mundo ng internet.
Wala…

i’m tired of living my life for others.

18 years of my life I have lived to please everyone around me.

I have obeyed the rules of life,

Now, I’m doing it my way.

If you’ll accept me, then thank you

If you can’t, sorry, but I won’t change anymore.

This is who I am.